I cant say my life is bad.. I stay at home and take care of the house and Cayden while the man works! Sometimes it gets sooo stressful.. I think, how in the world am i going to take care of a 2 year old, a new born baby, my man AND do all of the things in the house.. i'll be like a "supermom" haha.. yeahh, ok.. It'll be some adjusting.. But i'll get in the hang of it.. hopefully sooner then later.. i've just been so down latley.. idk what my problem is. it's probably just being PREGNANT! (at least thats what my mom tells me!) Not to mention i'm up in the country and i know NO ONE around here.. i'm an hour away from "home" and no licence! I didn't lose it or anything, i've never had one. cant pass the damn drivers test. If there is ONE thing my mom tried getting through our heads is too count your blessings.. Here i am, complaining about stuff that isn't even that important. like, yeah to me it is. but when i think of ALL the things i do have compared to what other people DON'T have, i am WAY better off.. hey, there's a song kinda like that..
Darius Rucker 'alright'
Alright, Alright
Yeah it's alright, alright
Don't need no five star reservations
I've got spaghetti and a cheap bottle of wine
Don't need no concert in the city
I've got a stereo and the best of Patsy Cline
Ain't got no caviar no Dom Perignon
But as far as I can see, I've got everything I want
Cause I've got a roof over my head,
the woman I love laying in my bed
And it's alright, alright
I've got shoes under my feet
Forever in her eyes staring back at me
And it's alright, alright
And I've got all I need
And it's alright by me
Maybe later on we'll walk down to the river
Lay on a blanket and stare up at the moon
It may not be no French Riviera
But it's all the same to me as long as im with you
It may be a simple life, but that's okay
If you ask me baby, I think I've got it made
Cause I've got a roof over my head,
the woman I love laying in my bed
And it's alright, alright
I've got shoes under my feet
Forever in her eyes staring back at me
And it's alright, alright
And I've got all I need
And it's alright by me
It's alright by me, yeah yeah
When I lay down at night I thank the Lord above
For giving me everything I ever could dream of
Cause I've got a roof over my head,
the woman I love laying in my bed
And it's alright, alright, alright, alright
I've got shoes under my feet
Forever in her eyes staring back at me
And it's alright, alright, alright
And I've got all I need, yeah
I've got all I need
And it's alright by me
Oh yeah, it's alright by meThats a goood song! When i start to get down and think my life will never be right, i just count alll my blessings.. Sometimes its hard to do.. But it helps me see how great my life really is..
To name a few...
- I have the besttt man everr, he does soo much for me and Cayden.. I love him soo much!
- I have a PERFECT son. Everything about him is amazing. (He may drive me crazy sometimes, but he's still perfect and amazing!)
- I have no serious medical conditions, we are all pretty healthy..
- My mom and step dad are awesome.. i dont know what i'd do without them. I <3 Them!!
There are sooo many more.. After i think of all them, i feel better! They're soo many people who dont have shoes, let alone a phone...
Just remember to count your blessings!
Thats all for nowww!
<3 Jessica~
Well, i guess to start this out, My name is Jessica. I'm 22 years old and i have a 2 1/2 year old son named Cayden.. I am going back to school full time online. I am also about 4 months pregnant with my second, It was totally unexpected. As soon as me and the father got together i got pregnant, Yeah, kinda harsh. But i keep telling myself it was meant to be! Not that i dont want the baby cuz i do, It's my baby! Anyways, once we found out i was pregnant he moved me and my son into his house and thats where we are today! I really like him, and hoping that this time it will work, as it didnt with Caydens dad, Crack head that always thought about his next hit. I tried to make that work, it just was sooo hard. I wanted a mother AND father for Cayden i grew up without my dad and i know how it feels. I guess you always want better for your kids. I think thats why i tried sooo hard with Caydens dad.. So, i have better feelings with this baby and dad.. he is soo much diferent then Caydens dad. Bout time i got rid of the losers! Cayden LOVES him and he LOVES Cayden too, and thats a TOTAL plus, because if Cayden didn't like him and he didn't like Cayden is just wouldnt work out between us, Cayden is my life. He is why i do what i do. I couldn't imagine not having him in my life.. I am really looking forward to writing this blog. I've been needing to just write my feelings and i think this is REALLY gonna help!! Thats all for nowww!~ Jessica~
