Helloo!

Well, i guess to start this out, My name is Jessica. I'm 22 years old and i have a 2 1/2 year old son named Cayden.. I am going back to school full time online. I am also about 4 months pregnant with my second, It was totally unexpected. As soon as me and the father got together i got pregnant, Yeah, kinda harsh. But i keep telling myself it was meant to be! Not that i dont want the baby cuz i do, It's my baby! Anyways, once we found out i was pregnant he moved me and my son into his house and thats where we are today! I really like him, and hoping that this time it will work, as it didnt with Caydens dad, Crack head that always thought about his next hit. I tried to make that work, it just was sooo hard. I wanted a mother AND father for Cayden i grew up without my dad and i know how it feels. I guess you always want better for your kids. I think thats why i tried sooo hard with Caydens dad.. So, i have better feelings with this baby and dad.. he is soo much diferent then Caydens dad. Bout time i got rid of the losers! Cayden LOVES him and he LOVES Cayden too, and thats a TOTAL plus, because if Cayden didn't like him and he didn't like Cayden is just wouldnt work out between us, Cayden is my life. He is why i do what i do. I couldn't imagine not having him in my life.. I am really looking forward to writing this blog. I've been needing to just write my feelings and i think this is REALLY gonna help!! Thats all for nowww!~ Jessica~